; mirrors.
it’s so scary how it comes back so easily.
everything - it’s like a recurring nightmare that refuses to go away.
no matter how i drown it out,
it just comes back.
you. you. you. and as always, you.
the scariest thing is how frighteningly familiar all these scenes seem to be.
like horrifying memories replaying in my mind, again and again.
all these thoughts, toying with my mind,
whispering to me.
you are the only one that keeps me believing,
yet you’re also the one that drives all the darkness within insane.
nearly two years now, and i’m not over it.
as the darkness slowly yet surely consume all the light that’s left,
what’s remaining is just a shell of shadows within.
when it finally consumes whatever that’s left,
it’s the dearest ones who will feel the most pain.
walls - the only protection.
silence is painful, but the alternative would be so much worse.
fronts.fronts.fronts.
painful but inevitable.
someday they will understand.
and it slowly consumes all that’s left…
